life and things

Very few people have reaLly perfect teeth. Even those with seemingly perfect whites when close up have some sort of malocclusion or the other ? Who really has it going I'm wondering ? So you know they say when you lose something big like maybe you go through a major breakup those are the times when you sit back and do stuff you've always wanted to. There's something inside us all that makes us want to better ourselves when life hits us with a situation that makes us doubt the very essence of what or whom we are. This is probably why people lose weight when they end a relationship. Or gain weight Take up a new habit Start some new business Start blogging And so on and so forth. So I was looking on instagram today and saw this beautiful lady who got maRried and her makeup was done by jideofstola. That's what spurred the malocclusion story. She had perfect white teeth. Then I noticed the slight overbite on the right. Wearing these braces has somewhat made me into an orth...

I started wearing braces in 2013 december. I woke up and realised I could actually do it. So I decided to go do something about my malocclusion. Yes I was pretty with it but it was getting worse. Off I went to LUTH. I was introduced to a fine intelligent dentist who got me on my way to a beautiful set of pearly whites. We aren't there yet but it's frustrating in it's own way. Nothing good comes easy they say. One thing I didn't anticipate was all the pain I would have to bear. Imagine having that pain of a toothache every other week. Complete with headaches and what not. Sometimes I feel frustrated like I'm probably not going to end up with what I desire but somehow I keep encouraging myself to trudge on. People ask me questions all the time. From the very ignorant most especially 'Aren't you slim enough ? Why have you tied your teeth' 'What's wrong with you, why are you talking somehow' 'I like your teeth, they're so fashionable, you...

worked on the blog today. made it completely private so as usual i have to add you before you can read anything here im preparing for my 4th west africa primaries and my 3rd attempt at national. i certainly am more clever now although i get tired very often and im thinking a lot more about what i'm doing with the my life right now.love wise, work wise i shall pass. this too, shall pass. cheers

Do you know how it feels to be surrounded by people who do not desire you? Like people you could give a pass and say oh,I could be with so and so. It wouldn't be bad if so and so and I were together it could work And those same so so don't think same about u Absolutely horrid condition. I don't think it best for anyone least of all me But it so happens that people like that still exist in my life People like P who has a girlfriend but I barely speak with him anymore So it just gets me thinking sometimes What do I do? Stop talking to these guys completely ? Continue in a facade And so on I continued when I would rather be in the true arms of someone who really wanted to be with me Love and cherish me Each passing day makes it seem so unattainable and so surreal Like something bound for everyone but not me Somehow I still believe God.. If only I could make my belief stronger My resolve firmer and stay strong and certain that it would happen for me Yes..som...