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Tonight

My heart is bursting with emotion.
Somehow the pain is easing off and I'm finding myself again.
I'm asking the usual questions
Speaking with the holy spirit
Saying to myself
Baby, what are your dreams ?
Dare to dream
Because c had a dream it came true for her.
My dream was once to be married to a fantastic man.
To be pregnant and barefooted in his kitchen.
I gave him my heart, my body, my soul.
But he said he didn't want my tribe
He rejected me.
My dream before then was to be married to another guy, a wonderful person.
My first soulmate whom I now am indifferent to.

xoxo

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