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An ode to the love of my life


My memories of the times I spent with you leave me soft and moist and happy that sometime in my life I got to experience what bliss feels like.
What it means to wake up beside someone you love.
To be with someone who understood you completely and whom you knew eevry inch of.
I can never forget the times we sat talking. Hours on end. Gisting.laughing.pouring our hearts out while I talked to no end.
I loved every second of my life with you.
Forever may never be ours.
Ive given up on us already.
Inside I know.. u r irreplaceable.
Maybe I'll marry someone I feel as deeply for.
But the truth is that I gave my soul.
I may never get it back.
Yes.  It belongs to God.
But where humans are concerned u have a good part of me.
I love you although sometimes it feels like I dont.
Deep down inside I know thia transcends love.
If there ia anything deeper. You are it.
Yea you.
You.
You know yourself.
My button eyes.
The one who has defied all nicknames.
You are!

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