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Aww, c and c

I'm so happy for these two.
I can't imagine the level of intimacy two people would share so much they would travel for a vacation together before they are married
Don't get me wrong but I won't be checking into countless hotels with a man who hasn't legalised me.
This aint about me though.
As the stalker that I am, I went on facebook and whoo!
The status made me go awww-
Living beyond my dreams and a picture by the bay holding railings face up to the sun smiling.
A happy woman in love !
I actually hate c for leaving her to come date me and causing me so much pain.
Someone who loves you that much ?
Aww, shuks no!

My idea of a vacation won't be holding a railing somewhere though although I'll do that.
I'm all for pristine beaches and dainty feminine deals and stuff.
I love travel but I sincerely can't afford it now neither will I know where to go.
He lived in italy abi where for months so he def knows where to take her.
She's happy and that's what counts.

Like the kind of vacay the lady on instagram is having, that's my sort
Few clothes, shop wherever you go, yes!
That's vacay.
Anyways, I'm so happy for my ex.
He's back to his lover, friend, confidante, knight in shiny armour, everything!
I don't even hate him for what he did.
I look at that chic and say to myself she really didn't deserve her man taken away.

I'm so happy I'm out of that picture now.
I can't imagine it
Nah nah I can't
Whatever it is babe, you got your man back.
I feel disgusted I even came near him.
I know how it feels to love someone so deeply they become your life.
If you guys never end up together,it will be your problem not mine.
Marrying a man who has made so many memories with another woman is a potential for disaster and as it is, he's already as good as ruined for any other woman.
Where can they go ?
Same hotels both of you did every year ?
Nah, doesn't work that way.
Find a means to keep him. Do it legitimately.
I sincerely owe you nothing or vice versa.
I tried and I cried
I hurt and I wept
For one entire week I asked for healing for my heart
Today it came, so soothing
What a relief
I heard God speak to me clearly
I'm over this.
Yes, I may come back to rant a few but it's certainly the end.
The End.
Enjoy your life with c darling
You deserve it.

xoxo

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