it would be worthwhile to ask myself that question and some others too. the one i'd most like to ask myself now is why i am still single at 26. no useful relationship on the horizon and no apparent plans to settle down instead i find myself bungled with one toxic fellow after the other. ah,permit my brashness. one must tell himself the truth one of these days and i guess my time has come to spill the beans you know i have a horrible temper and some certain insecurities. i never believe anyone likes me or love?love?ha that will mean u killed urself and u'll probably be dead by the time i realised u loved me. but i think that is because people alwyas claim to love you until they turn around and do nasty stuff. anyways,i like honesty and bluntness.....maybe thats why u like me too..ha habut it can get excessive. i only wnat to make heaven thats why. so i was saying that i always seem to meet and like people whoo have problems that need to be fixed. either they are not ...