life and things

Mama's boy said he'd die if he didn marry me.i'm still unmarried but i haven't heard from him in so long i hope his prophecy didnt come true.he was my longest normal relationship.meaning,he spent a lot of time convincing and chasing me to be with him.maybe he's the one who knows?anyway,i always had a thing of a grudge with dating someone who was on my level.meaning,men had to be years ahead by at least four to five and have the maturity of ten years ahead of that age.do i ask for too much?no.i don't think so.anyway,after some months of begging pleading and gifts,i decided to give his love a chance.attention breeds affection so imagine why u should immidiately discourage anyone whom u don't remotely stand a chance with from excessive loving gestures.spontaneous romantic outings,all the works.sooner than i knew mama's boy was around all times of the clock,became somewhat a part of my life,the rest,history.there had however been this recurrent decimal issue...

I can't ever remember loving someone just like that.maybe once in my early life,at sixteen.it happened that i had a huge crush on some boy whom i spent so much time with.i think he liked me too.it would have made lots of sense with all the time we spent talking.in person,on the phone racking up phone bills for our parents,we just couldn stop talking.i think that was the most innocent and humbling experience i had of love.forget about how it turned out.no,we didnt eat the forbidden fruit.things with love just went warped and downhill after that.there have been go's and in betweens and now i find all of it could make a lovely story and a very interesting read.i will tell the story.